Never Enough

For every man I’ve ever loved I’ve never been enough
or I’ve been too much.
Too emotional
passionate
intense
deep
kind
loving
honest
communicable
clean too much
and curse when I feel like it.
According to them I also haven’t been enough.
Not enough sex
wouldn’t do drugs
wont watch porno
and not spiritual enough.
I now realize I’ll never be enough for a human man.
I’ll always be too much for him.
God is only one who’ll ever love me, cherish me & accept me
right now as I AM.
I refuse to change to suit a human man.
I accept me now as I AM.

November 8th 2015

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About loveilluminates

Of some things I'm quite sure. I'm questioning many beliefs the past few years and that gets me into many moods and going through many ideals that I used to hold dear as the foundation upon which I saw myself and moved around life with. I'm not so sure of anything anymore so in this blog I'm beginning I intend to express myself and illuminate the truth, the love within so I can more freely and joyously move about my the life I've been dealt and the life I'm meant to create.
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